story | Of Daisies and Benches
He loves me.
For someone who’d had a list of all traits and revamps she’d want in a guy, she sure crossed all boundaries when she first fell in love with him. And I say first, because for a girl like her and a boy like him, she’d have to be a little above just crazy and little below the biggest fool, to not fall in love with him every time he breathed.
He loves me not.
“Will you come with me?”
“I’m really sorry, love, I just really need to finish this work now.”
He loves me.
Day one. Hour two.
When he first sat beside her, she had not expected to fall. No, literally. Like, off the bench. It was hardly her fault, though, as she would so strongly convey if you ever happened to ask her of it, because when a boy like him sits beside a girl like her, things happen. As an immediate reaction, for example, the girl jumps off of her seat so as to save them both the embarrassment of someone happening to see them together. He looks at her, bemused or amused, she can’t tell, and asks her if she’s okay. She nods and sits back down and their stories continue. Two hours into this arrangement though, she finds him humming lightly, like from the back of his throat, and, for another example, jumps up again, her legs losing their balance, her rear finding the softness of the mud.
He loves me not.
Brewing her coffee and waiting for her toast to pop, she often wonders why. It was so out of character, out of her character, for her to have decided traits. She did, though, possibly because of the psychology-major co-worker she’d just happened to be joined with, and mentally crossed-off all points. No, crossed-off. Like, cancelled. No toothy grins? Cross. Blonde, combed hair? Cross. Non-singer? Cross. Non-hummer? Cross.
He loves me.
“Here, I got all these notes. You want?”
He loves me not.
Two hours and some minutes into their arrangement, a light laugh echoes a thud.
He loves me.
It was quiet, as was the usual norms in such places, save for the constant scratching of a pencil, the lazy scrawling of a pen, and soft thudded beats that resounded in her head from across the table. Similar song choice? Cross.
A sudden zooming startled her and with a gasp and a large stroke, her pencil slipped from her long fingers. Taking a moment to calm her startled pulse, she turned to look at a boy playing around with his pencil as if it were an airplane. Stifling a sigh, she turned back to her book, the constant buzzing now a constant source of annoyance. Pushing her spectacles up, she chose to ignore it in order to be able to work. When she couldn’t take it anymore, she turned to the oblivious boy with a glare, not having the courage to ask him to stop.
“Psst. Psssst. Hey, boy?”
The buzzing paused. “Yeah?”
“Shut it, will you? She’s studying.”
He loves me not.
“Which is your favourite flower?”
Breaking her gaze from the sky painted blue, she looked into his eyes. It was as if they were a crystal clear colour, like a clear pond, only reflecting the blue of the sky. Up towards the sky, or down, into his eyes, she could see the same shine and the same shade, as if he contained her skies.
“Daisies,” she told him.
“Daisies? Why?”
She looked away. “I don’t know. More petals.”
He laughs, “More petals? I thought you were a lily girl.”
Green eyes? Cross.
He loves me.
Two hours, more minutes later:
“Hey, are you okay?” She heard some shuffling. “Here,” he said, his hand appearing within her line of sight.
She kept looking at it. His hand?
She took it.
He loves me not.
“God, no. They’re Sarah’s notes. I just borrowed them.”
He loves me.
“Excuse me, miss, this is from the boy from across the street.”
When she looked out of the café’s large glasses, she saw him waving at her. She waved back. Turning to her table, she took in the smell of daisies. White. Big. More petals.
He loves me not.
“Oh, come on, live a little! You can study later, I will study with you too, I promise. Come on, let’s go now!”
She shook her head.
“Please?” Big eyes. Cutest pout.
She shook her head.
“Fine, I’ll go without you.”
He loves me.
“No wait, I can do this work later, I’ll go with you now.”
He loves me not.
“You look better with those glasses off.”
He loves me.
Her phone rang.
“See? I asked you to come with me. I’m having so much fun without you. So much fun.”
She laughed.
He loves me not.
She rang his phone.
“Hello?”
“Hi.”
“Ah, did you finally really call? I thought you’d never.”
She rolled her eyes. “You could’ve called me yourself.”
“True. I could have.”
“Why didn’t you?”
“Where’s the fun in that?”
He loves me.
The daisy stem fell to the floor.